Dear family and friends,
Today has been a long, difficult, stressful day, but we finally have a diagnosis and prognosis for Loki.
The short summary: Loki's only kidney appears to be producing urine, but not sending it out. This will require surgery tomorrow in order to achieve a temporary solution, an extended stay at a different hospital, and more surgery later.
The full story: In the late afternoon, Loki was transported to Children's Hospital Oakland, which is just perhaps a mile or so away. They have a level of specialist expertise that Alta Bates does not. He got a kidney ultrasound, a nephrologist (kidney doctor) was called in, and a urologist (a doctor of the urinary tract) was consulted by phone. It seems that his one kidney is producing urine, but that the ureter - the output tube from the kidney - seems blocked.
If this is true, the long-term solution is surgery in which that tube is repaired. This can be done a few different ways, the most common of which is grafting from other tissue. Sometimes a stent - a little tube to help hold up and open up the ureter - is used.
The problem is that his body is presently too small for this. The temporary solution is a nephrostomy, a surgery that he will receive tomorrow. Essentially, a drainage tube will be inserted into his kidney. For the next few weeks, his urine will just drain out this tube from his back, into a bag. Loki will need to be put back on the old ventilator, with its nasty breathing tube, for the duration of the procedure - although this will be a smaller, softer flexible tube. He will be put under general (full-body) anesthetic. But the surgery does not require a big opening in his gut. Instead, it is performed by monitoring his body through interventional radiology, using real-time imaging, sort of like a continuous X-ray or ultrasound, during surgery
If his ureter is, in fact, blocked, then this procedure will almost certainly take care of the problem, and is not likely to cause other negative side effects.
Before the surgery, the medical staff needs to get a two catheters (deep IVs) into his blood system: a PICC, which he had weeks ago but became infected, in order to delivery nutrients and medicine near his heart; and an arterial catheter, from which blood can be regularly drawn. Getting these in is not easy, particularly given Loki's chubby arms and legs, which have recently swollen even fatter with his fluid retention. When we left, he was being poked and prodded. The PICC actually entered through his head, which required part of his cute hair to be shaved off. It was very hard to leave our little man in the midst of this, but we need some sleep before tomorrow.
Furthermore, we are not in the clear yet. Until the surgery, there is significant concern about his low sodium and (especially) high potassium. Now that the PICC line is in, his nutrients (mainly the sugar glucose) can be delivered more centrally, and thus in higher concentrations. This will help his nutrients normalize.
Unfortunately, it is extremely unlikely that we will be able to bring Loki home with his nephrostomic tube, and it is quite unlikely that he will return to Alta Bates. We are sad about this. We had grown attached to the old NICU and particularly its great staff and (relatively) cozy feel. While we may warm up to Children's Hospital staff, the facilities are much more sterile and unwelcoming. And even though it is not far from our home, a five minute drive or a ten minute bike ride is very different than a three minute walk.
Tomorrow will be a tough day. I'll keep you updated the best I can, but I am unsure if Children's Hospital has wireless access. But Loki is our little fighter, and I remain optimistic that he will persevere.
Untitled (written 8/30/2008)
1 year ago
19 comments:
This sounds like this is not what you want little big Loki to go through. But he's a big fighter already. And we do thanks the world for good doctors and nurses. Good Vibrations keep coming his way. love and take care.
Opa Frits Dr. :-)
I don't no what to say other than we are with you in our thoughts! Loki is so strong, he will manage this hobbel also but it is nasty. A different "life" comes up, another hospital, nurses and other things to take care of instead of breastfeeding and growing. I agree with Frits, thank the world for such great doctors. big hug, Marieke
Lieve mensen, we denken aan jullie- en morgen sturen we extra positieve enregie.
Hou vol!
Liefs, Wopke en Judith
O o o. We think this is a little too exciting for all of you and us too! I can only sigh and hope for the best. We will be with you and hope you get some rest in this stressful period. And let's hope there will be a good moment to say goodbye in an apt way to Alta Bates sooner than later, or that Loki may move back there. Well said about the doctors, Frits, but it s*cks anyhow to be so dependent on others and live in such uncertainty. Big kisses and hugs and great strength for all of you (and you are strong, as we know).
Kyra en Erwin
Wat moeten jullie alle drie toch doorstaan. Wat fijn dat er nog gespecialiseerder artsen bestaan, maar wat balen dat jullie in al deze stress moeten verhuizen en dus opnieuw vertrouwen moeten krijgen in het personeel. We hopen dat met deze operatie de problemen opgelost worden, zodat Loki weer een stapje voorwaarts kan maken, mar wat zal alles spannend voor jullie zijn!
Dikke kus Maaike
I am so sorry to hear about this development. So much stress for this little body. And so much emotional stress for your parents. Yes, the expertise at CHO is wonderful, but no, it is not a cozy hospital setting by any stretch. (There is WiFi). I can't express how much I feel for you. I am sending lots of positive energy and love.
Lieve Lijn en Jesse,
Wat ongelofelijk spannend en ingrijpend allemaal. Dat jullie kracht ontvangen in deze moeilijke tijd. En kleine, lieve Loki, voor jou wens ik dat de zachte, warme liefde van je papa en mama en alle anderen om je heen je nabij mag zijn en je troosten en steunen. En dat het goed gaat met je gezondheid.
Liefs, Circe
Our thoughts are with you two and your wee one. We hope that your experience with OCH is positive and that all goes well with the surgery. Positive energy being sent your way from Oregon.
I am so sorry to hear about the latest news! :( He's a fighter though and with great parents like the both of you I am sure that he will pull through. I will send postive energy your way! :)
Selena
Lieve mensen,
Heel veel sterkte gewenst. We duimen voor jullie en leven met jullie mee. Voorlopig een extra kaarsje! Knuffels, Willem en Edith
We're all thinking of you and of Loki here at RCEB and are sending many good and healing thoughts your way.
-Jennifer
p.s. If you are at CHO and need a break, the family resource room is a little more welcoming than the patient floors - it is near the cafeteria and they have books, chairs, internet, etc.
Loki and both of you are in my thoughts today...
Jennifer (Baby Builders...)
keep the faith my friends. we're thinking of you tons and are sending you lots of good, optimistic, positive thoughts.
love to you three,
eric, andy and oscar
Well, the good news is that despite the more stressful setting at CHO, the doctors are wonderful there. When Bri was in the PICU and sleeping, I would stretch my legs by trotting down to the NICU, and parents were very pleased with the expertise. The toddler in the bed next to Bri had just had kidney surgery to correct an anatomical problem, and they were very happy with the care--having come a long, long way for the expertise b/c mom was an Operating Room nurse, did her homework, and said the best kidney folks in No Cal. were at CHO.
Nevertheless, this is stressful, and disappointing for you, I know, and Loki was so close to coming home...He will get there, of course, but perhaps all this means he will be an easy adolescent having already put his parents through the hard times so early! And Mommy, you are SO right about the breastfeeding and need for contact--you are a real hero for doing this under such hard circumstances, but while I'm not too touchy feely normally, when it comes to skin contact, breast milk, and child development, I believe in the magic of one's own body wisdom producing just the right food in the right way. Probably the only reason he hasn't been sucking more has been battling this kidney problem--so hopefully, you'll see big improvements in this regard.
A few tips about CHO--there are showers and a washing maching on the 4th floor, someone already told you about the Family resource room, and you can get Peet's coffee across the street at the Outpatient center except on the weekend. You can get a parking pass to reduce the cost of parking by 50% if you need to drive in, if you check in at the lobby with securityn(the ambassador) and ask for one as Loki's parents, and BRING YOUR OWN BLANKET to have there as the ones they give you are too thin, and even a short nap can renew you. I am sending you all the positive energy I have to give, and so are Nate, DD and Brianna, who is swallowing so much better, is so much happier, and doing great after her CHO 8 day stay! We had a PICC line, an arterial line, lots of post-op complications, all handled well with a lot of compassion by the staff.
Love,
Cheryl
lieve pap en mam, ik brand een kaarsje voor jullie, mag ik het telefoonnummer van Kyra, ik kan lang niet alles lezen.
lieve groet van Greet
Lieve Kathalijn, Jesse en Loki,
We denken aan jullie en hopen dat de operatie goed mag verlopen. Heel veel sterkte de komende dagen.
Liefs,
Lidy en Theo
Just in case you all need a particular person to talk to, I know that the nephrology SW'er at CHO is Keri Rash, and her extension is x2261.
-Jennifer (RCEB)
Hoi Greet,
Je kunt me sowieso mailen via info@bamboe.nl
Kyra
J en K en L: (hoe mooi in het alfabet). Ik denk nog steeds aan jullie!
dear Loki, Lijn en Jesse,
We think of you and wish you a lot of strenghth. Kom op lieve Loki, je kunt het!
Veel liefs en positieve gedachten
Naomi en Afshin
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